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From the Ted Talk by Peggy McIntosh: How to recognize your white privilege — and use it to fight inequality


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(msuic) (Applause) I iniagme a hiehpyatctol line of social justice. A hypothetical line — an imaginary line of social justice that is parallel to the floor, also plaalrel to the Earth. And on this imaginary line of social justice, things feel fair. Below it, one can be pushed down either as a member of a group or an individual, through bullying, teasing, being stereotyped, having prejudices against one or one's group, being a soiurvvr of genocide, being a scapegoat, being a discarded person. What I sudty, is what happens above the hypothetical line of social justice. And in school, I was never taught to even notice this rlaem. Above the hypothetical line, one can be pushed up, bileeevd, thought wrohty of rtieisblposniy, considered to be responsible with money, conreesdid to be capable of doing the school work, or any other kind of work. One can be seen as rreettpnseiave of the best. That's privilege. Above the hypothetical line of justice, one has more than one deserved because of circumstances of birth and other people's positive projections onto one. And below it is disadvantage. That is unanered disadvantage. And I believe everybody in this room has a ciabtonomin of both experiences. Having more than we actually earned, and having less than we've actually earned. And I didn't used to think this way. I was raised, as many of you have been, on the myth of meritocracy, which is, the unit of soeicty is the individual. And whatever the individual ends up with at death, is what that individual worked for and earned and deserved and wanted. Well, it isn't true. These peelriigvd systems which locate us above and below the hypothetical line of social jsutcie were invented, and we were born into them. And we all know both sides. And that's a reason for compassion about the sadness of having been born into systems that gave us such — and here I quote the poet aenidnre Rich, such different politics of location. I came to notice privilege because I noticed male privilege. And then I netciod, in parallel fashion, white peirvglie. And both of these things were very distressing. I hated learning about privilege systems. But I found I had to, to explain my life. Three years in a row, men and women in a seminar I was leading at Wellesley College, wesellley cteerns for Women, got into a bad relation with each other in the spring of each year. We had monthly seminars. They were gerat. The men and the women were all poeorrsfss from different colleges in New York, New Jersey, Connecticut, and New engnald. And we were talking about quite a difficult subject, but fascinating. How to bring mtleiaars on women into all the lbieral arts curriculum, in every field? So how to bring women's history into political science, economics, sociology, psychology, literature, music, art, PT, all of the tiheccanl fields as well. And the men were our allies. They were very brave. They had taken a fair amount of flak on their campuses for coming to a women's cgollee to talk about women's studies, and bringing it to the main curriculum, not keeping it isolated. These were great men. And very nice men. And yet, three years running with different groups of men, there was a fallnig out that I realized as I lekood through my notes, took this form as a natural occurrence in the spring. Toward the spring of the year in these monthly seminars, once we all trusted each other pretty well, the women would just raise this question. "Can't we do some of this tenhacig about women in the introductory courses that the students take first year in college, the freshman courses?" And the men, to a perosn, every year, said, "We're sorry. You know, this is a great seminar, we love doing this work, but you can't put anything on women into the feashmrn csreuos." I was a prodigious note taker, and I found in my notes one man had said, "When you're trying to lay the foundation blocks for knowledge in those introductory courses, you can't put in soft stuff." Well, thanks a lot. (Laughter) And I remember my first thought was, he doesn't utnesnardd laobr pains. (ltgehuar) But also, let me ask you, exactly who here has a truly soft mother? (Laughter) And in that comment, he was including women in general. But he was a very nice man. I had a comment written down from another year when the woemn also asked, how can we get this material into the first year courses? And a very, very nice man said, in an explanatory way, "See, that first year, the snttedus are trying to fuigre out what will be their major. That's their dpiislince. And if you want students to think in a disciplined way, you can't put in extras." Now every one of these very nice men is born of a wmoan. And she has become extra in his head. Together with, lots of them were married to women. His wife, his daughter, his sisters, and his cousins, and his aunts, they've all become etrxa. And I'm wondering, how have they become extra, and this is such a nice man? And then I was rescued from my dilemma, which was, I had to choose. I had to choose whether these are nice men, and I knew they were, and brave. Or whether they were oppressive. And I was experiencing them as oppressive. And in the dilemma of thinking I had to choose, I was rescued by remembering that, back in 1980, black women in the Boston area had written a number of essays to the effect that white women are oppressive to work with. Not just some white women. wihte women were oppressive to work with. I thought, oh dear. Now, I remeembr how I responded to those essays. My first response, the "oh dear" response was "I don't see how they can say that about us! I think we're nice." (Laughter) And my second response, which is mortifying to admit, but this is how racist I was in 1980. I thought, I especially think we're nice if we work with them. You can hear the white superiority there. And as I recalled my responses to reading those essays — by now it was six years later — I thought, oh, I hope my attitudes didn't show. I hope I was so nice I covered them over. But after struggling with that for a couple of years, I said yes, I was oppressive to work with. And my nneicess didn't cover my basic racial superiority assumption. And then I tghouht, maybe niceness has nothing to do with it. And that's what I believe today. Niceness has nothing at all to do with this whole matter of being oprsipsvee to others. I found that now I went back to the men, these are nice men, but they were very good students of what they were taught, and what I was taught also. Which is men have knowledge, men make more knowledge, men publish knowledge, men profess knowledge as professors. Men run all the major research uiisitrnvees, and men run all of the university psreess. And they have taken in, as I had, too, the idea that knowledge is male, and men are knowers. And then I realized why my husband has trouble asking for directions when we're lost. (Laughter) It's the identity he was taught is that he is a knower. And I thought, in parallel fashion, and this is sickening to realize, it's messing up my world picture that I deserved everything I've got. Now, I was tuhgat that whites have kdnowelge. Whites make more knowledge, whites pbuilsh knowledge, and whites profess knowledge as professors. And whites run the big research universities. And whites run the utvnieirsy presses. And I drank in the idea that knowledge is white, and white peploe are kneorws. And to this day, in my major project, the SEED project, whose core staff is nine people of cloor and five whites, I will, unless I check myself, second guess, and doubt, and judge everything said — every secentne, every word, said by my colleagues of color. I will do it because my hard drive is wired with the white privilege that I am a knower. And among my nine colleagues of color, the level of knowledge and understanding, and intgilnlceee isn't as high as it is in me. But, luckily I have alternative software I can install. And when I install the alternative srftwaoe, I realize these people have been my major teachers. And I have so much to laren from them. They are not defective variants of weihts. They are my major teachers. So once I began to see that, it was churning my samtoch to rialzee that I had white privilege that I hadn't earned, but it was putting me ahead. Then I realized why, at the Wellesley Centers for Women, I could get big grants my colleagues of color couldn't. Because I had the knowledge syetsm on my side as a white person. And I realized also the foundations which gave us money, or the federal government, it was then — they still are in general — run by whites. And I was trusted, then, with money — with big pots of money, because I was white. Not because I had earned that trust. So having seen those things, I asekd myself, what else do I have that I didn't earn because I'm white, when I copmrae myself with African-American ceulaeogls here in my building at Wellesley Centers for Women. And my conscious mind said, nothing. So I asked again, on a daily basis, what do I get, beside the money system and the knowledge system helping me out, that my colleagues of color can't count on? And once again, my mind, with the three degrees, and the good grades, it said, nothing. But I couldn't believe it. I thought I'd seen something huge and began to name it white privilege. Unearned advantage that came because of my racial/ethnic status or projected worth. So I decided I had to pray on it. And I went to sleep one night — angrily, really. It wasn't the usual pyraer in which you ask for something, I was demanding. I said, if I have anything I didn't earn by contrast of my black friends, except the meony system and the knowledge system, show me. And in the midlde of the nhigt, along came an example. I switched on the light — it woke me up of course — and I wrote it down. And over the next three months, 46 elements of unearned advantage came to me. And they're in my pepar, "White Privilege, Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack," and my paper, "White Privilege and Male Privilege," a personal account of coming to see correspondences through work in women's studies. And then I decided, because this work was spreading in many peclas, I needed to help with the matter of white guilt. I don't believe we can be guilty, or ashamed, or blamed for being born into systems both above and below the hypothetical line of sciaol justice. They're arbitrary. They have to do with projections onto us, owing to our neighborhood, or our parents' relation to money, or our body type, or our hair, or our language of origin. They have to do with our region of the ctnruoy — these projections that are put on to us, and the rwaders or punishments ralete to our sex, to our gender, to our sexual orientation, to our race, to our ethnicity, to our parents' reputation, to stereotypes people may have about the kinds of group we were born into. I don't think blame, shame, or guilt are relevant to the arbitrariness of our placement in privilege systems. But I decided, beside the metaphor I originally used of white privilege as an invisible knapsack I can't see or feel on my back, but it's filled with assets that I can count on cashing in each day — beside that, and the assets include the equivalent of freeze-dried food, emergency blanket, flashlight, maps, code books, guide books, letters of idrtntioucon, even, maybe, balnk checks. But beside that, I decided to put a second metaphor. And that's the metaphor of white privilege as a bank account that I was given. I didn't ask for it, and I can't be blamed for it, but I can decide to put it in the service of weakening the system of white privilege. That is my egrney. That is my fannicail commitment. That is my daily life. And it's been transformative to use my bank account of white privilege to weaken the system of white privilege. It has absolutely transformed my life to be in work that feels right. And it's not based on giult. I don't know exactly the wording for it, but I I found that, when I put my white privilege in this service of weakening white privilege, the bank account keeps refilling, because I get the benefit of the doubt. So the cops arresting me for speeding tend to let me off. I get the bfineet of the doubt because I'm a little old lady with white hair. (Laughter) And my papers are in oredr, and my voice is soft. So I get let off. It's not fair. But I don't want to say, "Officer, officer, arrest me!" (Laughter) Because that'll put our insurance up. (Laughter) But every day in every way, bank account of white privilege rfleils, and I get the benefit of the duobt. It has been transformative to use the power I did not know, I was never taught that I had, in the service of kinder, fairer, and more coimtapnsasoe life for everyone. Thank you. (Applause)

Open Cloze


(_____) (Applause) I _______ a ____________ line of social justice. A hypothetical line — an imaginary line of social justice that is parallel to the floor, also ________ to the Earth. And on this imaginary line of social justice, things feel fair. Below it, one can be pushed down either as a member of a group or an individual, through bullying, teasing, being stereotyped, having prejudices against one or one's group, being a ________ of genocide, being a scapegoat, being a discarded person. What I _____, is what happens above the hypothetical line of social justice. And in school, I was never taught to even notice this _____. Above the hypothetical line, one can be pushed up, ________, thought ______ of ______________, considered to be responsible with money, __________ to be capable of doing the school work, or any other kind of work. One can be seen as ______________ of the best. That's privilege. Above the hypothetical line of justice, one has more than one deserved because of circumstances of birth and other people's positive projections onto one. And below it is disadvantage. That is ________ disadvantage. And I believe everybody in this room has a ___________ of both experiences. Having more than we actually earned, and having less than we've actually earned. And I didn't used to think this way. I was raised, as many of you have been, on the myth of meritocracy, which is, the unit of _______ is the individual. And whatever the individual ends up with at death, is what that individual worked for and earned and deserved and wanted. Well, it isn't true. These __________ systems which locate us above and below the hypothetical line of social _______ were invented, and we were born into them. And we all know both sides. And that's a reason for compassion about the sadness of having been born into systems that gave us such — and here I quote the poet ________ Rich, such different politics of location. I came to notice privilege because I noticed male privilege. And then I _______, in parallel fashion, white _________. And both of these things were very distressing. I hated learning about privilege systems. But I found I had to, to explain my life. Three years in a row, men and women in a seminar I was leading at Wellesley College, _________ _______ for Women, got into a bad relation with each other in the spring of each year. We had monthly seminars. They were _____. The men and the women were all __________ from different colleges in New York, New Jersey, Connecticut, and New _______. And we were talking about quite a difficult subject, but fascinating. How to bring _________ on women into all the _______ arts curriculum, in every field? So how to bring women's history into political science, economics, sociology, psychology, literature, music, art, PT, all of the _________ fields as well. And the men were our allies. They were very brave. They had taken a fair amount of flak on their campuses for coming to a women's _______ to talk about women's studies, and bringing it to the main curriculum, not keeping it isolated. These were great men. And very nice men. And yet, three years running with different groups of men, there was a _______ out that I realized as I ______ through my notes, took this form as a natural occurrence in the spring. Toward the spring of the year in these monthly seminars, once we all trusted each other pretty well, the women would just raise this question. "Can't we do some of this ________ about women in the introductory courses that the students take first year in college, the freshman courses?" And the men, to a ______, every year, said, "We're sorry. You know, this is a great seminar, we love doing this work, but you can't put anything on women into the ________ _______." I was a prodigious note taker, and I found in my notes one man had said, "When you're trying to lay the foundation blocks for knowledge in those introductory courses, you can't put in soft stuff." Well, thanks a lot. (Laughter) And I remember my first thought was, he doesn't __________ _____ pains. (________) But also, let me ask you, exactly who here has a truly soft mother? (Laughter) And in that comment, he was including women in general. But he was a very nice man. I had a comment written down from another year when the _____ also asked, how can we get this material into the first year courses? And a very, very nice man said, in an explanatory way, "See, that first year, the ________ are trying to ______ out what will be their major. That's their __________. And if you want students to think in a disciplined way, you can't put in extras." Now every one of these very nice men is born of a _____. And she has become extra in his head. Together with, lots of them were married to women. His wife, his daughter, his sisters, and his cousins, and his aunts, they've all become _____. And I'm wondering, how have they become extra, and this is such a nice man? And then I was rescued from my dilemma, which was, I had to choose. I had to choose whether these are nice men, and I knew they were, and brave. Or whether they were oppressive. And I was experiencing them as oppressive. And in the dilemma of thinking I had to choose, I was rescued by remembering that, back in 1980, black women in the Boston area had written a number of essays to the effect that white women are oppressive to work with. Not just some white women. _____ women were oppressive to work with. I thought, oh dear. Now, I ________ how I responded to those essays. My first response, the "oh dear" response was "I don't see how they can say that about us! I think we're nice." (Laughter) And my second response, which is mortifying to admit, but this is how racist I was in 1980. I thought, I especially think we're nice if we work with them. You can hear the white superiority there. And as I recalled my responses to reading those essays — by now it was six years later — I thought, oh, I hope my attitudes didn't show. I hope I was so nice I covered them over. But after struggling with that for a couple of years, I said yes, I was oppressive to work with. And my ________ didn't cover my basic racial superiority assumption. And then I _______, maybe niceness has nothing to do with it. And that's what I believe today. Niceness has nothing at all to do with this whole matter of being __________ to others. I found that now I went back to the men, these are nice men, but they were very good students of what they were taught, and what I was taught also. Which is men have knowledge, men make more knowledge, men publish knowledge, men profess knowledge as professors. Men run all the major research ____________, and men run all of the university _______. And they have taken in, as I had, too, the idea that knowledge is male, and men are knowers. And then I realized why my husband has trouble asking for directions when we're lost. (Laughter) It's the identity he was taught is that he is a knower. And I thought, in parallel fashion, and this is sickening to realize, it's messing up my world picture that I deserved everything I've got. Now, I was ______ that whites have _________. Whites make more knowledge, whites _______ knowledge, and whites profess knowledge as professors. And whites run the big research universities. And whites run the __________ presses. And I drank in the idea that knowledge is white, and white ______ are _______. And to this day, in my major project, the SEED project, whose core staff is nine people of _____ and five whites, I will, unless I check myself, second guess, and doubt, and judge everything said — every ________, every word, said by my colleagues of color. I will do it because my hard drive is wired with the white privilege that I am a knower. And among my nine colleagues of color, the level of knowledge and understanding, and ____________ isn't as high as it is in me. But, luckily I have alternative software I can install. And when I install the alternative ________, I realize these people have been my major teachers. And I have so much to _____ from them. They are not defective variants of ______. They are my major teachers. So once I began to see that, it was churning my _______ to _______ that I had white privilege that I hadn't earned, but it was putting me ahead. Then I realized why, at the Wellesley Centers for Women, I could get big grants my colleagues of color couldn't. Because I had the knowledge ______ on my side as a white person. And I realized also the foundations which gave us money, or the federal government, it was then — they still are in general — run by whites. And I was trusted, then, with money — with big pots of money, because I was white. Not because I had earned that trust. So having seen those things, I _____ myself, what else do I have that I didn't earn because I'm white, when I _______ myself with African-American __________ here in my building at Wellesley Centers for Women. And my conscious mind said, nothing. So I asked again, on a daily basis, what do I get, beside the money system and the knowledge system helping me out, that my colleagues of color can't count on? And once again, my mind, with the three degrees, and the good grades, it said, nothing. But I couldn't believe it. I thought I'd seen something huge and began to name it white privilege. Unearned advantage that came because of my racial/ethnic status or projected worth. So I decided I had to pray on it. And I went to sleep one night — angrily, really. It wasn't the usual ______ in which you ask for something, I was demanding. I said, if I have anything I didn't earn by contrast of my black friends, except the _____ system and the knowledge system, show me. And in the ______ of the _____, along came an example. I switched on the light — it woke me up of course — and I wrote it down. And over the next three months, 46 elements of unearned advantage came to me. And they're in my _____, "White Privilege, Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack," and my paper, "White Privilege and Male Privilege," a personal account of coming to see correspondences through work in women's studies. And then I decided, because this work was spreading in many ______, I needed to help with the matter of white guilt. I don't believe we can be guilty, or ashamed, or blamed for being born into systems both above and below the hypothetical line of ______ justice. They're arbitrary. They have to do with projections onto us, owing to our neighborhood, or our parents' relation to money, or our body type, or our hair, or our language of origin. They have to do with our region of the _______ — these projections that are put on to us, and the _______ or punishments ______ to our sex, to our gender, to our sexual orientation, to our race, to our ethnicity, to our parents' reputation, to stereotypes people may have about the kinds of group we were born into. I don't think blame, shame, or guilt are relevant to the arbitrariness of our placement in privilege systems. But I decided, beside the metaphor I originally used of white privilege as an invisible knapsack I can't see or feel on my back, but it's filled with assets that I can count on cashing in each day — beside that, and the assets include the equivalent of freeze-dried food, emergency blanket, flashlight, maps, code books, guide books, letters of ____________, even, maybe, _____ checks. But beside that, I decided to put a second metaphor. And that's the metaphor of white privilege as a bank account that I was given. I didn't ask for it, and I can't be blamed for it, but I can decide to put it in the service of weakening the system of white privilege. That is my ______. That is my _________ commitment. That is my daily life. And it's been transformative to use my bank account of white privilege to weaken the system of white privilege. It has absolutely transformed my life to be in work that feels right. And it's not based on _____. I don't know exactly the wording for it, but I I found that, when I put my white privilege in this service of weakening white privilege, the bank account keeps refilling, because I get the benefit of the doubt. So the cops arresting me for speeding tend to let me off. I get the _______ of the doubt because I'm a little old lady with white hair. (Laughter) And my papers are in _____, and my voice is soft. So I get let off. It's not fair. But I don't want to say, "Officer, officer, arrest me!" (Laughter) Because that'll put our insurance up. (Laughter) But every day in every way, bank account of white privilege _______, and I get the benefit of the _____. It has been transformative to use the power I did not know, I was never taught that I had, in the service of kinder, fairer, and more _____________ life for everyone. Thank you. (Applause)

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Original Text


(Music) (Applause) I imagine a hypothetical line of social justice. A hypothetical line — an imaginary line of social justice that is parallel to the floor, also parallel to the Earth. And on this imaginary line of social justice, things feel fair. Below it, one can be pushed down either as a member of a group or an individual, through bullying, teasing, being stereotyped, having prejudices against one or one's group, being a survivor of genocide, being a scapegoat, being a discarded person. What I study, is what happens above the hypothetical line of social justice. And in school, I was never taught to even notice this realm. Above the hypothetical line, one can be pushed up, believed, thought worthy of responsibility, considered to be responsible with money, considered to be capable of doing the school work, or any other kind of work. One can be seen as representative of the best. That's privilege. Above the hypothetical line of justice, one has more than one deserved because of circumstances of birth and other people's positive projections onto one. And below it is disadvantage. That is unearned disadvantage. And I believe everybody in this room has a combination of both experiences. Having more than we actually earned, and having less than we've actually earned. And I didn't used to think this way. I was raised, as many of you have been, on the myth of meritocracy, which is, the unit of society is the individual. And whatever the individual ends up with at death, is what that individual worked for and earned and deserved and wanted. Well, it isn't true. These privileged systems which locate us above and below the hypothetical line of social justice were invented, and we were born into them. And we all know both sides. And that's a reason for compassion about the sadness of having been born into systems that gave us such — and here I quote the poet Adrienne Rich, such different politics of location. I came to notice privilege because I noticed male privilege. And then I noticed, in parallel fashion, white privilege. And both of these things were very distressing. I hated learning about privilege systems. But I found I had to, to explain my life. Three years in a row, men and women in a seminar I was leading at Wellesley College, Wellesley Centers for Women, got into a bad relation with each other in the spring of each year. We had monthly seminars. They were great. The men and the women were all professors from different colleges in New York, New Jersey, Connecticut, and New England. And we were talking about quite a difficult subject, but fascinating. How to bring materials on women into all the liberal arts curriculum, in every field? So how to bring women's history into political science, economics, sociology, psychology, literature, music, art, PT, all of the technical fields as well. And the men were our allies. They were very brave. They had taken a fair amount of flak on their campuses for coming to a women's college to talk about women's studies, and bringing it to the main curriculum, not keeping it isolated. These were great men. And very nice men. And yet, three years running with different groups of men, there was a falling out that I realized as I looked through my notes, took this form as a natural occurrence in the spring. Toward the spring of the year in these monthly seminars, once we all trusted each other pretty well, the women would just raise this question. "Can't we do some of this teaching about women in the introductory courses that the students take first year in college, the freshman courses?" And the men, to a person, every year, said, "We're sorry. You know, this is a great seminar, we love doing this work, but you can't put anything on women into the freshman courses." I was a prodigious note taker, and I found in my notes one man had said, "When you're trying to lay the foundation blocks for knowledge in those introductory courses, you can't put in soft stuff." Well, thanks a lot. (Laughter) And I remember my first thought was, he doesn't understand labor pains. (Laughter) But also, let me ask you, exactly who here has a truly soft mother? (Laughter) And in that comment, he was including women in general. But he was a very nice man. I had a comment written down from another year when the women also asked, how can we get this material into the first year courses? And a very, very nice man said, in an explanatory way, "See, that first year, the students are trying to figure out what will be their major. That's their discipline. And if you want students to think in a disciplined way, you can't put in extras." Now every one of these very nice men is born of a woman. And she has become extra in his head. Together with, lots of them were married to women. His wife, his daughter, his sisters, and his cousins, and his aunts, they've all become extra. And I'm wondering, how have they become extra, and this is such a nice man? And then I was rescued from my dilemma, which was, I had to choose. I had to choose whether these are nice men, and I knew they were, and brave. Or whether they were oppressive. And I was experiencing them as oppressive. And in the dilemma of thinking I had to choose, I was rescued by remembering that, back in 1980, black women in the Boston area had written a number of essays to the effect that white women are oppressive to work with. Not just some white women. White women were oppressive to work with. I thought, oh dear. Now, I remember how I responded to those essays. My first response, the "oh dear" response was "I don't see how they can say that about us! I think we're nice." (Laughter) And my second response, which is mortifying to admit, but this is how racist I was in 1980. I thought, I especially think we're nice if we work with them. You can hear the white superiority there. And as I recalled my responses to reading those essays — by now it was six years later — I thought, oh, I hope my attitudes didn't show. I hope I was so nice I covered them over. But after struggling with that for a couple of years, I said yes, I was oppressive to work with. And my niceness didn't cover my basic racial superiority assumption. And then I thought, maybe niceness has nothing to do with it. And that's what I believe today. Niceness has nothing at all to do with this whole matter of being oppressive to others. I found that now I went back to the men, these are nice men, but they were very good students of what they were taught, and what I was taught also. Which is men have knowledge, men make more knowledge, men publish knowledge, men profess knowledge as professors. Men run all the major research universities, and men run all of the university presses. And they have taken in, as I had, too, the idea that knowledge is male, and men are knowers. And then I realized why my husband has trouble asking for directions when we're lost. (Laughter) It's the identity he was taught is that he is a knower. And I thought, in parallel fashion, and this is sickening to realize, it's messing up my world picture that I deserved everything I've got. Now, I was taught that whites have knowledge. Whites make more knowledge, whites publish knowledge, and whites profess knowledge as professors. And whites run the big research universities. And whites run the university presses. And I drank in the idea that knowledge is white, and white people are knowers. And to this day, in my major project, the SEED project, whose core staff is nine people of color and five whites, I will, unless I check myself, second guess, and doubt, and judge everything said — every sentence, every word, said by my colleagues of color. I will do it because my hard drive is wired with the white privilege that I am a knower. And among my nine colleagues of color, the level of knowledge and understanding, and intelligence isn't as high as it is in me. But, luckily I have alternative software I can install. And when I install the alternative software, I realize these people have been my major teachers. And I have so much to learn from them. They are not defective variants of whites. They are my major teachers. So once I began to see that, it was churning my stomach to realize that I had white privilege that I hadn't earned, but it was putting me ahead. Then I realized why, at the Wellesley Centers for Women, I could get big grants my colleagues of color couldn't. Because I had the knowledge system on my side as a white person. And I realized also the foundations which gave us money, or the federal government, it was then — they still are in general — run by whites. And I was trusted, then, with money — with big pots of money, because I was white. Not because I had earned that trust. So having seen those things, I asked myself, what else do I have that I didn't earn because I'm white, when I compare myself with African-American colleagues here in my building at Wellesley Centers for Women. And my conscious mind said, nothing. So I asked again, on a daily basis, what do I get, beside the money system and the knowledge system helping me out, that my colleagues of color can't count on? And once again, my mind, with the three degrees, and the good grades, it said, nothing. But I couldn't believe it. I thought I'd seen something huge and began to name it white privilege. Unearned advantage that came because of my racial/ethnic status or projected worth. So I decided I had to pray on it. And I went to sleep one night — angrily, really. It wasn't the usual prayer in which you ask for something, I was demanding. I said, if I have anything I didn't earn by contrast of my black friends, except the money system and the knowledge system, show me. And in the middle of the night, along came an example. I switched on the light — it woke me up of course — and I wrote it down. And over the next three months, 46 elements of unearned advantage came to me. And they're in my paper, "White Privilege, Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack," and my paper, "White Privilege and Male Privilege," a personal account of coming to see correspondences through work in women's studies. And then I decided, because this work was spreading in many places, I needed to help with the matter of white guilt. I don't believe we can be guilty, or ashamed, or blamed for being born into systems both above and below the hypothetical line of social justice. They're arbitrary. They have to do with projections onto us, owing to our neighborhood, or our parents' relation to money, or our body type, or our hair, or our language of origin. They have to do with our region of the country — these projections that are put on to us, and the rewards or punishments relate to our sex, to our gender, to our sexual orientation, to our race, to our ethnicity, to our parents' reputation, to stereotypes people may have about the kinds of group we were born into. I don't think blame, shame, or guilt are relevant to the arbitrariness of our placement in privilege systems. But I decided, beside the metaphor I originally used of white privilege as an invisible knapsack I can't see or feel on my back, but it's filled with assets that I can count on cashing in each day — beside that, and the assets include the equivalent of freeze-dried food, emergency blanket, flashlight, maps, code books, guide books, letters of introduction, even, maybe, blank checks. But beside that, I decided to put a second metaphor. And that's the metaphor of white privilege as a bank account that I was given. I didn't ask for it, and I can't be blamed for it, but I can decide to put it in the service of weakening the system of white privilege. That is my energy. That is my financial commitment. That is my daily life. And it's been transformative to use my bank account of white privilege to weaken the system of white privilege. It has absolutely transformed my life to be in work that feels right. And it's not based on guilt. I don't know exactly the wording for it, but I I found that, when I put my white privilege in this service of weakening white privilege, the bank account keeps refilling, because I get the benefit of the doubt. So the cops arresting me for speeding tend to let me off. I get the benefit of the doubt because I'm a little old lady with white hair. (Laughter) And my papers are in order, and my voice is soft. So I get let off. It's not fair. But I don't want to say, "Officer, officer, arrest me!" (Laughter) Because that'll put our insurance up. (Laughter) But every day in every way, bank account of white privilege refills, and I get the benefit of the doubt. It has been transformative to use the power I did not know, I was never taught that I had, in the service of kinder, fairer, and more compassionate life for everyone. Thank you. (Applause)

Frequently Occurring Word Combinations


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Important Words


  1. absolutely
  2. account
  3. admit
  4. adrienne
  5. advantage
  6. allies
  7. alternative
  8. amount
  9. angrily
  10. applause
  11. arbitrariness
  12. arbitrary
  13. area
  14. arrest
  15. arresting
  16. art
  17. arts
  18. ashamed
  19. asked
  20. assets
  21. assumption
  22. attitudes
  23. aunts
  24. bad
  25. bank
  26. based
  27. basic
  28. basis
  29. began
  30. believed
  31. benefit
  32. big
  33. birth
  34. black
  35. blame
  36. blamed
  37. blank
  38. blanket
  39. blocks
  40. body
  41. books
  42. born
  43. boston
  44. brave
  45. bring
  46. bringing
  47. building
  48. bullying
  49. campuses
  50. capable
  51. cashing
  52. centers
  53. check
  54. checks
  55. choose
  56. churning
  57. circumstances
  58. code
  59. colleagues
  60. college
  61. colleges
  62. color
  63. combination
  64. coming
  65. comment
  66. commitment
  67. compare
  68. compassion
  69. compassionate
  70. connecticut
  71. conscious
  72. considered
  73. contrast
  74. cops
  75. core
  76. correspondences
  77. count
  78. country
  79. couple
  80. courses
  81. cousins
  82. cover
  83. covered
  84. curriculum
  85. daily
  86. daughter
  87. day
  88. dear
  89. death
  90. decide
  91. decided
  92. defective
  93. degrees
  94. demanding
  95. deserved
  96. difficult
  97. dilemma
  98. directions
  99. disadvantage
  100. discarded
  101. discipline
  102. disciplined
  103. distressing
  104. doubt
  105. drank
  106. drive
  107. earn
  108. earned
  109. earth
  110. economics
  111. effect
  112. elements
  113. emergency
  114. ends
  115. energy
  116. england
  117. equivalent
  118. essays
  119. ethnicity
  120. experiences
  121. experiencing
  122. explain
  123. explanatory
  124. extra
  125. extras
  126. fair
  127. fairer
  128. falling
  129. fascinating
  130. fashion
  131. federal
  132. feel
  133. feels
  134. fields
  135. figure
  136. filled
  137. financial
  138. flak
  139. flashlight
  140. floor
  141. food
  142. form
  143. foundation
  144. foundations
  145. freshman
  146. friends
  147. gave
  148. gender
  149. general
  150. genocide
  151. good
  152. government
  153. grades
  154. grants
  155. great
  156. group
  157. groups
  158. guess
  159. guide
  160. guilt
  161. guilty
  162. hair
  163. hard
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  165. head
  166. hear
  167. helping
  168. high
  169. history
  170. hope
  171. huge
  172. husband
  173. hypothetical
  174. idea
  175. identity
  176. imaginary
  177. imagine
  178. include
  179. including
  180. individual
  181. install
  182. insurance
  183. intelligence
  184. introduction
  185. introductory
  186. invented
  187. invisible
  188. isolated
  189. jersey
  190. judge
  191. justice
  192. keeping
  193. kind
  194. kinder
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  196. knapsack
  197. knew
  198. knower
  199. knowers
  200. knowledge
  201. labor
  202. lady
  203. language
  204. laughter
  205. lay
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  207. learn
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  210. level
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  212. life
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  214. line
  215. literature
  216. locate
  217. location
  218. looked
  219. lost
  220. lot
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  222. love
  223. luckily
  224. main
  225. major
  226. male
  227. man
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  229. married
  230. material
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  232. matter
  233. member
  234. men
  235. meritocracy
  236. messing
  237. metaphor
  238. middle
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  240. money
  241. monthly
  242. months
  243. mortifying
  244. mother
  245. music
  246. myth
  247. natural
  248. needed
  249. neighborhood
  250. nice
  251. niceness
  252. night
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  255. notice
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  257. number
  258. occurrence
  259. officer
  260. oppressive
  261. order
  262. orientation
  263. origin
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  265. owing
  266. pains
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  270. people
  271. person
  272. personal
  273. picture
  274. placement
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  276. poet
  277. political
  278. politics
  279. positive
  280. pots
  281. power
  282. pray
  283. prayer
  284. prejudices
  285. presses
  286. pretty
  287. privilege
  288. privileged
  289. prodigious
  290. profess
  291. professors
  292. project
  293. projected
  294. projections
  295. psychology
  296. pt
  297. publish
  298. punishments
  299. pushed
  300. put
  301. putting
  302. question
  303. quote
  304. race
  305. racial
  306. racist
  307. raise
  308. raised
  309. reading
  310. realize
  311. realized
  312. realm
  313. reason
  314. recalled
  315. refilling
  316. refills
  317. region
  318. relate
  319. relation
  320. relevant
  321. remember
  322. remembering
  323. representative
  324. reputation
  325. rescued
  326. research
  327. responded
  328. response
  329. responses
  330. responsibility
  331. responsible
  332. rewards
  333. rich
  334. room
  335. row
  336. run
  337. running
  338. sadness
  339. scapegoat
  340. school
  341. science
  342. seed
  343. seminar
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  345. sentence
  346. service
  347. sex
  348. sexual
  349. shame
  350. show
  351. sickening
  352. side
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  354. sisters
  355. sleep
  356. social
  357. society
  358. sociology
  359. soft
  360. software
  361. speeding
  362. spreading
  363. spring
  364. staff
  365. status
  366. stereotyped
  367. stereotypes
  368. stomach
  369. struggling
  370. students
  371. studies
  372. study
  373. stuff
  374. subject
  375. superiority
  376. survivor
  377. switched
  378. system
  379. systems
  380. taker
  381. talk
  382. talking
  383. taught
  384. teachers
  385. teaching
  386. teasing
  387. technical
  388. tend
  389. thinking
  390. thought
  391. today
  392. transformative
  393. transformed
  394. trouble
  395. true
  396. trust
  397. trusted
  398. type
  399. understand
  400. understanding
  401. unearned
  402. unit
  403. universities
  404. university
  405. unpacking
  406. usual
  407. variants
  408. voice
  409. wanted
  410. weaken
  411. weakening
  412. wellesley
  413. white
  414. whites
  415. wife
  416. wired
  417. woke
  418. woman
  419. women
  420. wondering
  421. word
  422. wording
  423. work
  424. worked
  425. world
  426. worth
  427. worthy
  428. written
  429. wrote
  430. year
  431. years
  432. york