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From the Ted Talk by TED Business: Should we cry at work?


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I cried in a group meeting with four of my colleagues a few months ago, most of them I've known worked with and tghuat with for the past seven years. I know these people really, really well, but it was the first time I actually cerid in a meeting with them. And I'm not saying crying is the gold standard something we should or shouldn't do in orngntzioiaas, but it was really interesting to me that I'd finally let my guard down. So let me tell you the situation. I was sharing some feedback on things we could do better in the classroom. And honestly, in sharing that feedback, I was very nervous because often in my research and in other research, it's very clear that feedback is often met with defensiveness and what happened when I gave the feedback desvseenienfs. So quite frankly, I was angry and I was frustrated. I literally could feel my jaws clenching up, my hands gwirong swtaey in my haert, starting to palpitate, because I really wntead to say, hey, you're being defensive, stop being defensive, just listen to what I have to say. But I didn't say anything. And the conversation continued and it continued. And the tenseness in my body grew grew even tighter. And I thought to myself, wait a minute, I'm angry and frustrated. These emotions matter. I need to see something. I need to say something right now. And so I did. And as I was saying it, the tears saerttd flowing. tyalclipy, I would beat myself up about not having eontmoail control or expressing my emotions iaapelptinrproy by cyrnig, but this time I didn't do either of these things, you might ask, should I have what is the right way to engage with our eomotnis at work? Welcome to Ted Business. I'm Redub Akinola, professor at clbuimoa bniseuss School. In today's talk, we'll hear from Susan dviad, who's a psychologist at havrrad Medical School and author of the book Emotional Agility in 2017. She gave a talk at TED weomn that seemed to tuoch a lot of people very deeply. And I think it's because she talks about something a lot of us need to hear that we should accept the full range of our emotions. This is hard enough to do in life and can be even more complicated in a workplace. So stick around after the talk and I'll dissect those tears I eeecxprnied and eopxlre how we can pay attention to our emotions at work in a way that makes our work better. Hello, everyone, so Abana in South Africa, where I come from, so Bonner is the Zulu word for hello. There's a beautiful and powerful iintoentn behind the word because subunit means I see you. And by seeing you, I bring you into being. So beautiful, imagine being greeted like that. But what does it take in the way we see ourselves, our totuhhgs, our emotions and our stories that help us to tirvhe in an increasingly complex and fraught world? This crucial qeoisutn has been at the center of my life's work, because how we deal with our inner world drives everything, every aspect of how we love, how we live, how we parent, and how we lead. The conventional view of emotions as good or bad, positive or negative is rigid and rigidity in the face of complexity is toxic. We need greater levels of emotional agility for true resilience and thriving. My journey with his calling bagen not in the hallowed halls of a university, but in the messy, tender business of life, I grew up in the white sbruubs of apartheid South Africa, a country and community committed to not seeing, to denial, its denial that makes 50 years of racist ltlsgoieian possible while people ccoinnve themselves that they are doing nothing wrong. And yet I first learned of the destructive power of denial at a prenosal level before I understood what it was doing to the country of my birth. My father died on a fidary. He was 42 years old and I was 15, my mother whsireped to me to go and say goodbye to my father before I went to school. So I put my backpack down and walked the passage that ran through to where the heart of our home. My father lay dniyg of cancer. His eyes were closed, but he knew I was there in his psneerce. I had always felt safe in. I told him I loved him, said goodbye and headed off for my day. At school, I drifted from science to mathematics to hotsriy to biology as my father slipped from the world from May to July to September to November. I went about with my usual smile. I didn't drop a sgline grade. When asked how he's doing, I would shrug and say, OK, I was psaried for being strong, I was the master of being OK. But back home, we struggled. My father hadn't been able to keep his small business going during his illness, and my mehtor alone was grieving the love of her life, trying to raise three cedlrhin. And the creditors were kcnniokg, we felt as a falmiy, financially and etaoilmnoly ravaged. And I began to spiral down, isolated fast. I started to use food to numb my pain, bineigng and pguirng, refusing to apccet the full weight of my grief. No one knew. And in a culture that values rnleetlses positivity, I thought that no one wanted to know. But one person did not buy into my sorty of triumph over grief, my eighth garde egnsilh teacher fixed me with burning blue eyes as she handed out blank nkoeootbs. She said, Write what you're feeling. Tell the truth. Right, like nobody's rnediag. And just like that, I was invited to show up authentically to my grief and pain. It was a spmlie act, but nothing short of a revolution for me. It was the revolution that started in this blank notebook 30 years ago that shaped my life's work, the secret, silent correspondence with myself like a gymnast. I started to move beyond the rigidity of denial into what I have now come to call emotional agility. Life's beauty is inseparable from its fragility. We are yuong until we are not. We walk down the street sexy until one day we realize that we are unseen. We nag our children and one day realize that there is silence with a child once was now mniakg his or her way in the world. We are healthy until a diagnosis brings us to our keens. The only certainty is uncertainty, and yet we are not navigating this frailty successfully or sustainably. The World Health Organization tells us that dperisseon is now the single leading cause of disability globally and at a time of greater complexity, unprecedented technological, paioltcil and economic change, we are seeing how people's tendency is more and more to lock down into rigid responses to their emotions. On the one hand, we might obsessively brood on our feelings. Getting sutck inside our heads, hooked on being right or victimized by our news feed. On the other, we might bttole our emotions, pushing them aside and ptmeiintrg only those emotions deemed legitimate. In a survey I recently conducted with over 70000 people, I found that a third of us, a third, either jdgue ourselves for having so-called bad emotions like sadness, anger or even grief. Or actively try to push aside these feelings. We do this not only to ourselves, but also to people we love, like our children, we may inadvertently shame them out of emotion, seen as negative, jumped jump to solution and fail to help them to see these emotions as irelethnny valuable. Normal natural emotions are now seen as good or bad. And being pvistioe has become a new form of moral correctness. People with cancer are automatically told to just stay positive. wmoan to stop being so angry. And the list goes on. It's attorney. It's a tyranny of positivity. And it's cruel. And kind. And ineffective. And we do it ourselves. And we do it to others. If there's one common feature of brooding btlnoitg of positivity, it's this. They are all rigid responses. And if there's a single lesson we can learn from the inevitable fall of apartheid, it is that riigd denial doesn't work. It's unsustainable. For individuals, for families, for societies, and as we watch the ice caps melt. It is unsustainable for our plenat. Research on emotional suppression shows that when emotions are pushed aside or ignored, they get stronger. pichgsosotyls call this amplification like that dcouleiis chocolate cake in the refrigerator. The more you try to ignore it. The greater its hold on you, you might think you're in cootrnl of unwanted emotions when you ignore them, but in fact they control you. Internal pain always comes out always and who pays the price we do our children. Our colleagues. Our communities. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not anti happiness. I like being happy. I'm a pttrey happy person. But when we push aside normal emotions to embrace false positivity, we lose our capacity to develop skills to deal with the world as it is. Not as we wish it to be. I've had hundreds of people tell me what they don't want to feel. They say things like, I don't want to try because I don't want to feel disappointed. Or I just want this feeling to go away. I utnnadresd I said to them, but you have dead people's goals. Only dead people never get unwanted or inconvenienced by their feelings, only dead peolpe never get stressed, never get broken hearts, never experience the disappointment that comes with failure. Tough emotions are part of our contract with life. You don't get to have a meaningful career or raise a family or leave the world a better place without stress and discomfort. Discomfort is the price of admission to a meaningful life. So how do we begin to dismantle rditiigy and embrace emotional agility? As that young schoolgirl when I leaned into those banlk pgeas. I started to do away with feelings of what I should be experiencing and instead started to open my heart to what I did feel pain and gerif. And loss and regret. Research now sowhs that the radical acceptance of all of our emotions, even the messy, difficult ones, is the cornerstone to rencsielie, thriving and true ahettiunc hppeinsas. But . Emotional agility is more than just an acceptance of emotions, we also know that arcuccay matters. In my own research, I found that words are essential. We often use quick and easy labels to describe our feelings. I'm stressed as the most common one, I hear. But there's a world of drifecfene between stress and dsniaitponmpet or stress, and that knniowg dread of I'm in the wrong career, when we label our emotions accurately, we are more able to discern the pisecre cause of our feelings and what scientists call the readiness. Potential in our brain is activated, allowing us to take concrete steps, but not just any steps, the right steps for us, because our emotions are data. Our emotions contain flashing lights to things that we care about. We tend not to feel strong emotion. To stfuf that doesn't mean anything in our wrlod. If you feel rage when you read the news that rage is a snogspit, perhaps, that you value equity and fairness and an opportunity to take active stpes to shape your life in that direction. When we are open to the difficult emotions, we are able to generate responses that are values aligned. But there's an important caveat, emotions are data, they are not directives, we can show up, turn our emotions for their values without nidneeg to listen to them, just like I can show up to my son in his frustration with his baby sister. But not endorse his idea that he gets to give her away to the first stranger he sees in a shopping mall. We own our emotions. They don't own us. When we itnrizlnaee the difference between how I feel and all my wisdom and what I do in a values aligned action. We generate the pathway to our best selves via our emotions. So what does this look like in practice? When you feel a strong, tough emotion, don't raise for the emotional exits. Learn its contours, show up to the jnuoarl of Your Heart's. What is the emotion telilng you? And try not to say I am, as in I am angry or I am sad when you say I am, it makes you sound as if you are the eotmion, whereas you are you and the emotion is datasource. Instead, try to notcie the feeling for what it is. I'm noticing that I'm feeling sad or I'm noticing that I'm feileng angry. These are essential skills for us, our families, our communities, they are also critical to the workplace. In my research, when I looked at what helps people to bring the best of themselves to work, I found a powerful, key contributor, individualized coarisntoedin when people are allowed to feel their emotional truth. Engagement, creativity and innovation flourish in the organization. Diversity isn't just people, it's also what's inside people, ilduncing diversity of emotion. The most algie, resilient individuals, teams, organizations, fleiamis, communities are bliut on an openness to the normal haumn emotions. It's this that allows us to say, what is my emotion? Telling me which action will brnig me towards my values, which will take me away from my values. Emotional agility is the ability to be with your emotions, with curiosity, compassion, and especially the cgrouae to take values, ctoecnend steps. When I was little, I would wake up at night terrified by the idea of death, my fhaetr would coormft me with soft pets and kisses, but he would never lie. We all die, Susie, he would say. It's nmarol to be scared. He didn't try to invent a beffur between me and reality. It took me a while to understand the power of how he guided me through those nights. What he showed me is that courage is not an absence of fear. Courage is fear walking. Neither of us knew that in 10 short years he would be gone. And the time for each of us is all too precious and all too brief. But when our moment comes. To face our fragility in that ultimate time, it will ask us, are you agile? Are you agile? Let the meomnt be an unreserved yes. A yes, born of a lifelong correspondence with your own heart. And in seeing yourself. Because in seeing yourself, you are also able to see others to. The only sustainable way forward. In a fragile, beautiful world. So, Warner and thank you, thank. Susan Davids talk is so comforting. I feel I can breathe again after listening to it. It hples validate the fact that we all hold in so much we brewed bottle up and carry around the heavy weight that comes with needing to be positive, even though there's so many situations around us that are sometimes sad or difficult, dire or even tragic. Many of Susan's examples focused on how this response can weigh us down in our personal lives. But I want to focus on what it can look like in our work lives where emotional agility can be even more complicated to start. I want to identify two systems of thinking oiuelntd by behavioral esoomnict Daniel Kahneman. Simply enough, they're called System one and System two. System one is a mode of thinking that is qucik, instinctive and emotional. It tells us that we want to eat the chocolate cake in the fridge, that we should sell stock when its value plummets, that we're angry when someone has given us negative feedback, in caontrst system to a slower, more logical and more dvirieaelbte. It tells us we should wait until after dinner to eat the chocolate cake to be patient. The stock market can be volatile. That nagveite feedback is warranted. Since you did make a few miktases. The aidvce in business contexts is often that we should learn to disregard and ignore the emotional, fast acting system. One Instead, we should be logical, steady. The ultimate professional is supposed to be stoic, but like Susan said, emotions are their own form of data. And when we inorge our emotions, we're misisng important data points. So how then should we bring our emotions to work, the reality is we need both systems one and two and we need to engage them. When your emotions are going haywire, you can use your logical steysm to to choose to slow down, to pay attention and to understand what that emotion is trying to tell you, rather than following your itsncint and pushing the difficult emotions away. Engage both systems so that you can make thoughtful decisions with your emotions in mind. rmmeeber when I said I hadn't cried in a mnteieg with work culgoalees I've talked with for over seven yaers? That's because most of my life I've suppressed my emotions at work and often not at work. I've felt like that corotan carhtcaer, the one with the steam coming out of their ears because they're so frustrated. Now, imagine that steam just binduilg up inside of you. Why? Because I'm often the only woman in mostly male environments, the only balck person in all wthie enonvrntmeis. And when you're in these situations, it's so easy to stay quiet because you don't want to say something that makes you even more of an outlier. Should I say this? Will they get it? Is this perspective unique to my gndeer, race or something else? You're so focused on making sure you fit in that everyone around you is OK and happy and cool. You're so tuned in to everyone else's emotions that eventually you end up losing touch with yourself and often with your own emotions completely. And that's what happened to me, which means I've missed a lot of signals in my life staying in a job longer than I should have doing work. I wasn't passionate about making life dosiinces bsaed on other people's needs, not my own. Then an acupuncturist gave me the exact same advice as Susan gave us here. Identify my fniglees with precision and prcitcae, just sitting with them. So I've developed a process that's my own form of Susan's blank notebook, a process for stitnig with my emotions and being present with them on a daliy basis and just noticing them, using them as data, telling me whether I need to act in some way or another. And seven years later, the signal I got in that group meeting is that I was sad, arngy and upset. And being aware of this helped me dceide that the right thing to do at that moment was to share these emotions with my colleagues. In the past, I would have kept the steam inside building up, fearing I might onffed if I spoke up. But this time I spoke up through tears, which allowed us to push through a very difficult conversation. It also showed us that when we're in touch with our emotions at work and when we're thoughtful about how we engage them, this provides data your team can use to collectively problem solve. Thanks for leiitnsng. This show is produced by Kim Netafim, Pietrzak dladana is our mixer and special thanks to Colin Helms, Michelle Quint, Angela Chang, Currahee, Jim and Anna Feeling. I'll talk to you again next week.

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I cried in a group meeting with four of my colleagues a few months ago, most of them I've known worked with and ______ with for the past seven years. I know these people really, really well, but it was the first time I actually _____ in a meeting with them. And I'm not saying crying is the gold standard something we should or shouldn't do in _____________, but it was really interesting to me that I'd finally let my guard down. So let me tell you the situation. I was sharing some feedback on things we could do better in the classroom. And honestly, in sharing that feedback, I was very nervous because often in my research and in other research, it's very clear that feedback is often met with defensiveness and what happened when I gave the feedback _____________. So quite frankly, I was angry and I was frustrated. I literally could feel my jaws clenching up, my hands _______ ______ in my _____, starting to palpitate, because I really ______ to say, hey, you're being defensive, stop being defensive, just listen to what I have to say. But I didn't say anything. And the conversation continued and it continued. And the tenseness in my body grew grew even tighter. And I thought to myself, wait a minute, I'm angry and frustrated. These emotions matter. I need to see something. I need to say something right now. And so I did. And as I was saying it, the tears _______ flowing. _________, I would beat myself up about not having _________ control or expressing my emotions _______________ by ______, but this time I didn't do either of these things, you might ask, should I have what is the right way to engage with our ________ at work? Welcome to Ted Business. I'm Redub Akinola, professor at ________ ________ School. In today's talk, we'll hear from Susan _____, who's a psychologist at _______ Medical School and author of the book Emotional Agility in 2017. She gave a talk at TED _____ that seemed to _____ a lot of people very deeply. And I think it's because she talks about something a lot of us need to hear that we should accept the full range of our emotions. This is hard enough to do in life and can be even more complicated in a workplace. So stick around after the talk and I'll dissect those tears I ___________ and _______ how we can pay attention to our emotions at work in a way that makes our work better. Hello, everyone, so Abana in South Africa, where I come from, so Bonner is the Zulu word for hello. There's a beautiful and powerful _________ behind the word because subunit means I see you. And by seeing you, I bring you into being. So beautiful, imagine being greeted like that. But what does it take in the way we see ourselves, our ________, our emotions and our stories that help us to ______ in an increasingly complex and fraught world? This crucial ________ has been at the center of my life's work, because how we deal with our inner world drives everything, every aspect of how we love, how we live, how we parent, and how we lead. The conventional view of emotions as good or bad, positive or negative is rigid and rigidity in the face of complexity is toxic. We need greater levels of emotional agility for true resilience and thriving. My journey with his calling _____ not in the hallowed halls of a university, but in the messy, tender business of life, I grew up in the white _______ of apartheid South Africa, a country and community committed to not seeing, to denial, its denial that makes 50 years of racist ___________ possible while people ________ themselves that they are doing nothing wrong. And yet I first learned of the destructive power of denial at a ________ level before I understood what it was doing to the country of my birth. My father died on a ______. He was 42 years old and I was 15, my mother _________ to me to go and say goodbye to my father before I went to school. So I put my backpack down and walked the passage that ran through to where the heart of our home. My father lay _____ of cancer. His eyes were closed, but he knew I was there in his ________. I had always felt safe in. I told him I loved him, said goodbye and headed off for my day. At school, I drifted from science to mathematics to _______ to biology as my father slipped from the world from May to July to September to November. I went about with my usual smile. I didn't drop a ______ grade. When asked how he's doing, I would shrug and say, OK, I was _______ for being strong, I was the master of being OK. But back home, we struggled. My father hadn't been able to keep his small business going during his illness, and my ______ alone was grieving the love of her life, trying to raise three ________. And the creditors were ________, we felt as a ______, financially and ___________ ravaged. And I began to spiral down, isolated fast. I started to use food to numb my pain, ________ and _______, refusing to ______ the full weight of my grief. No one knew. And in a culture that values __________ positivity, I thought that no one wanted to know. But one person did not buy into my _____ of triumph over grief, my eighth _____ _______ teacher fixed me with burning blue eyes as she handed out blank _________. She said, Write what you're feeling. Tell the truth. Right, like nobody's _______. And just like that, I was invited to show up authentically to my grief and pain. It was a ______ act, but nothing short of a revolution for me. It was the revolution that started in this blank notebook 30 years ago that shaped my life's work, the secret, silent correspondence with myself like a gymnast. I started to move beyond the rigidity of denial into what I have now come to call emotional agility. Life's beauty is inseparable from its fragility. We are _____ until we are not. We walk down the street sexy until one day we realize that we are unseen. We nag our children and one day realize that there is silence with a child once was now ______ his or her way in the world. We are healthy until a diagnosis brings us to our _____. The only certainty is uncertainty, and yet we are not navigating this frailty successfully or sustainably. The World Health Organization tells us that __________ is now the single leading cause of disability globally and at a time of greater complexity, unprecedented technological, _________ and economic change, we are seeing how people's tendency is more and more to lock down into rigid responses to their emotions. On the one hand, we might obsessively brood on our feelings. Getting _____ inside our heads, hooked on being right or victimized by our news feed. On the other, we might ______ our emotions, pushing them aside and __________ only those emotions deemed legitimate. In a survey I recently conducted with over 70000 people, I found that a third of us, a third, either _____ ourselves for having so-called bad emotions like sadness, anger or even grief. Or actively try to push aside these feelings. We do this not only to ourselves, but also to people we love, like our children, we may inadvertently shame them out of emotion, seen as negative, jumped jump to solution and fail to help them to see these emotions as __________ valuable. Normal natural emotions are now seen as good or bad. And being ________ has become a new form of moral correctness. People with cancer are automatically told to just stay positive. _____ to stop being so angry. And the list goes on. It's attorney. It's a tyranny of positivity. And it's cruel. And kind. And ineffective. And we do it ourselves. And we do it to others. If there's one common feature of brooding ________ of positivity, it's this. They are all rigid responses. And if there's a single lesson we can learn from the inevitable fall of apartheid, it is that _____ denial doesn't work. It's unsustainable. For individuals, for families, for societies, and as we watch the ice caps melt. It is unsustainable for our ______. Research on emotional suppression shows that when emotions are pushed aside or ignored, they get stronger. _____________ call this amplification like that _________ chocolate cake in the refrigerator. The more you try to ignore it. The greater its hold on you, you might think you're in _______ of unwanted emotions when you ignore them, but in fact they control you. Internal pain always comes out always and who pays the price we do our children. Our colleagues. Our communities. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not anti happiness. I like being happy. I'm a ______ happy person. But when we push aside normal emotions to embrace false positivity, we lose our capacity to develop skills to deal with the world as it is. Not as we wish it to be. I've had hundreds of people tell me what they don't want to feel. They say things like, I don't want to try because I don't want to feel disappointed. Or I just want this feeling to go away. I __________ I said to them, but you have dead people's goals. Only dead people never get unwanted or inconvenienced by their feelings, only dead ______ never get stressed, never get broken hearts, never experience the disappointment that comes with failure. Tough emotions are part of our contract with life. You don't get to have a meaningful career or raise a family or leave the world a better place without stress and discomfort. Discomfort is the price of admission to a meaningful life. So how do we begin to dismantle ________ and embrace emotional agility? As that young schoolgirl when I leaned into those _____ _____. I started to do away with feelings of what I should be experiencing and instead started to open my heart to what I did feel pain and _____. And loss and regret. Research now _____ that the radical acceptance of all of our emotions, even the messy, difficult ones, is the cornerstone to __________, thriving and true _________ _________. But . Emotional agility is more than just an acceptance of emotions, we also know that ________ matters. In my own research, I found that words are essential. We often use quick and easy labels to describe our feelings. I'm stressed as the most common one, I hear. But there's a world of __________ between stress and ______________ or stress, and that _______ dread of I'm in the wrong career, when we label our emotions accurately, we are more able to discern the _______ cause of our feelings and what scientists call the readiness. Potential in our brain is activated, allowing us to take concrete steps, but not just any steps, the right steps for us, because our emotions are data. Our emotions contain flashing lights to things that we care about. We tend not to feel strong emotion. To _____ that doesn't mean anything in our _____. If you feel rage when you read the news that rage is a ________, perhaps, that you value equity and fairness and an opportunity to take active _____ to shape your life in that direction. When we are open to the difficult emotions, we are able to generate responses that are values aligned. But there's an important caveat, emotions are data, they are not directives, we can show up, turn our emotions for their values without _______ to listen to them, just like I can show up to my son in his frustration with his baby sister. But not endorse his idea that he gets to give her away to the first stranger he sees in a shopping mall. We own our emotions. They don't own us. When we ___________ the difference between how I feel and all my wisdom and what I do in a values aligned action. We generate the pathway to our best selves via our emotions. So what does this look like in practice? When you feel a strong, tough emotion, don't raise for the emotional exits. Learn its contours, show up to the _______ of Your Heart's. What is the emotion _______ you? And try not to say I am, as in I am angry or I am sad when you say I am, it makes you sound as if you are the _______, whereas you are you and the emotion is datasource. Instead, try to ______ the feeling for what it is. I'm noticing that I'm feeling sad or I'm noticing that I'm _______ angry. These are essential skills for us, our families, our communities, they are also critical to the workplace. In my research, when I looked at what helps people to bring the best of themselves to work, I found a powerful, key contributor, individualized _____________ when people are allowed to feel their emotional truth. Engagement, creativity and innovation flourish in the organization. Diversity isn't just people, it's also what's inside people, _________ diversity of emotion. The most _____, resilient individuals, teams, organizations, ________, communities are _____ on an openness to the normal _____ emotions. It's this that allows us to say, what is my emotion? Telling me which action will _____ me towards my values, which will take me away from my values. Emotional agility is the ability to be with your emotions, with curiosity, compassion, and especially the _______ to take values, _________ steps. When I was little, I would wake up at night terrified by the idea of death, my ______ would _______ me with soft pets and kisses, but he would never lie. We all die, Susie, he would say. It's ______ to be scared. He didn't try to invent a ______ between me and reality. It took me a while to understand the power of how he guided me through those nights. What he showed me is that courage is not an absence of fear. Courage is fear walking. Neither of us knew that in 10 short years he would be gone. And the time for each of us is all too precious and all too brief. But when our moment comes. To face our fragility in that ultimate time, it will ask us, are you agile? Are you agile? Let the ______ be an unreserved yes. A yes, born of a lifelong correspondence with your own heart. And in seeing yourself. Because in seeing yourself, you are also able to see others to. The only sustainable way forward. In a fragile, beautiful world. So, Warner and thank you, thank. Susan Davids talk is so comforting. I feel I can breathe again after listening to it. It _____ validate the fact that we all hold in so much we brewed bottle up and carry around the heavy weight that comes with needing to be positive, even though there's so many situations around us that are sometimes sad or difficult, dire or even tragic. Many of Susan's examples focused on how this response can weigh us down in our personal lives. But I want to focus on what it can look like in our work lives where emotional agility can be even more complicated to start. I want to identify two systems of thinking ________ by behavioral _________ Daniel Kahneman. Simply enough, they're called System one and System two. System one is a mode of thinking that is _____, instinctive and emotional. It tells us that we want to eat the chocolate cake in the fridge, that we should sell stock when its value plummets, that we're angry when someone has given us negative feedback, in ________ system to a slower, more logical and more ____________. It tells us we should wait until after dinner to eat the chocolate cake to be patient. The stock market can be volatile. That ________ feedback is warranted. Since you did make a few ________. The ______ in business contexts is often that we should learn to disregard and ignore the emotional, fast acting system. One Instead, we should be logical, steady. The ultimate professional is supposed to be stoic, but like Susan said, emotions are their own form of data. And when we ______ our emotions, we're _______ important data points. So how then should we bring our emotions to work, the reality is we need both systems one and two and we need to engage them. When your emotions are going haywire, you can use your logical ______ to to choose to slow down, to pay attention and to understand what that emotion is trying to tell you, rather than following your ________ and pushing the difficult emotions away. Engage both systems so that you can make thoughtful decisions with your emotions in mind. ________ when I said I hadn't cried in a _______ with work __________ I've talked with for over seven _____? That's because most of my life I've suppressed my emotions at work and often not at work. I've felt like that _______ _________, the one with the steam coming out of their ears because they're so frustrated. Now, imagine that steam just ________ up inside of you. Why? Because I'm often the only woman in mostly male environments, the only _____ person in all _____ ____________. And when you're in these situations, it's so easy to stay quiet because you don't want to say something that makes you even more of an outlier. Should I say this? Will they get it? Is this perspective unique to my ______, race or something else? You're so focused on making sure you fit in that everyone around you is OK and happy and cool. You're so tuned in to everyone else's emotions that eventually you end up losing touch with yourself and often with your own emotions completely. And that's what happened to me, which means I've missed a lot of signals in my life staying in a job longer than I should have doing work. I wasn't passionate about making life _________ _____ on other people's needs, not my own. Then an acupuncturist gave me the exact same advice as Susan gave us here. Identify my ________ with precision and ________, just sitting with them. So I've developed a process that's my own form of Susan's blank notebook, a process for _______ with my emotions and being present with them on a _____ basis and just noticing them, using them as data, telling me whether I need to act in some way or another. And seven years later, the signal I got in that group meeting is that I was sad, _____ and upset. And being aware of this helped me ______ that the right thing to do at that moment was to share these emotions with my colleagues. In the past, I would have kept the steam inside building up, fearing I might ______ if I spoke up. But this time I spoke up through tears, which allowed us to push through a very difficult conversation. It also showed us that when we're in touch with our emotions at work and when we're thoughtful about how we engage them, this provides data your team can use to collectively problem solve. Thanks for _________. This show is produced by Kim Netafim, Pietrzak _______ is our mixer and special thanks to Colin Helms, Michelle Quint, Angela Chang, Currahee, Jim and Anna Feeling. I'll talk to you again next week.

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I cried in a group meeting with four of my colleagues a few months ago, most of them I've known worked with and taught with for the past seven years. I know these people really, really well, but it was the first time I actually cried in a meeting with them. And I'm not saying crying is the gold standard something we should or shouldn't do in organizations, but it was really interesting to me that I'd finally let my guard down. So let me tell you the situation. I was sharing some feedback on things we could do better in the classroom. And honestly, in sharing that feedback, I was very nervous because often in my research and in other research, it's very clear that feedback is often met with defensiveness and what happened when I gave the feedback defensiveness. So quite frankly, I was angry and I was frustrated. I literally could feel my jaws clenching up, my hands growing sweaty in my heart, starting to palpitate, because I really wanted to say, hey, you're being defensive, stop being defensive, just listen to what I have to say. But I didn't say anything. And the conversation continued and it continued. And the tenseness in my body grew grew even tighter. And I thought to myself, wait a minute, I'm angry and frustrated. These emotions matter. I need to see something. I need to say something right now. And so I did. And as I was saying it, the tears started flowing. Typically, I would beat myself up about not having emotional control or expressing my emotions inappropriately by crying, but this time I didn't do either of these things, you might ask, should I have what is the right way to engage with our emotions at work? Welcome to Ted Business. I'm Redub Akinola, professor at Columbia Business School. In today's talk, we'll hear from Susan David, who's a psychologist at Harvard Medical School and author of the book Emotional Agility in 2017. She gave a talk at TED Women that seemed to touch a lot of people very deeply. And I think it's because she talks about something a lot of us need to hear that we should accept the full range of our emotions. This is hard enough to do in life and can be even more complicated in a workplace. So stick around after the talk and I'll dissect those tears I experienced and explore how we can pay attention to our emotions at work in a way that makes our work better. Hello, everyone, so Abana in South Africa, where I come from, so Bonner is the Zulu word for hello. There's a beautiful and powerful intention behind the word because subunit means I see you. And by seeing you, I bring you into being. So beautiful, imagine being greeted like that. But what does it take in the way we see ourselves, our thoughts, our emotions and our stories that help us to thrive in an increasingly complex and fraught world? This crucial question has been at the center of my life's work, because how we deal with our inner world drives everything, every aspect of how we love, how we live, how we parent, and how we lead. The conventional view of emotions as good or bad, positive or negative is rigid and rigidity in the face of complexity is toxic. We need greater levels of emotional agility for true resilience and thriving. My journey with his calling began not in the hallowed halls of a university, but in the messy, tender business of life, I grew up in the white suburbs of apartheid South Africa, a country and community committed to not seeing, to denial, its denial that makes 50 years of racist legislation possible while people convince themselves that they are doing nothing wrong. And yet I first learned of the destructive power of denial at a personal level before I understood what it was doing to the country of my birth. My father died on a Friday. He was 42 years old and I was 15, my mother whispered to me to go and say goodbye to my father before I went to school. So I put my backpack down and walked the passage that ran through to where the heart of our home. My father lay dying of cancer. His eyes were closed, but he knew I was there in his presence. I had always felt safe in. I told him I loved him, said goodbye and headed off for my day. At school, I drifted from science to mathematics to history to biology as my father slipped from the world from May to July to September to November. I went about with my usual smile. I didn't drop a single grade. When asked how he's doing, I would shrug and say, OK, I was praised for being strong, I was the master of being OK. But back home, we struggled. My father hadn't been able to keep his small business going during his illness, and my mother alone was grieving the love of her life, trying to raise three children. And the creditors were knocking, we felt as a family, financially and emotionally ravaged. And I began to spiral down, isolated fast. I started to use food to numb my pain, bingeing and purging, refusing to accept the full weight of my grief. No one knew. And in a culture that values relentless positivity, I thought that no one wanted to know. But one person did not buy into my story of triumph over grief, my eighth grade English teacher fixed me with burning blue eyes as she handed out blank notebooks. She said, Write what you're feeling. Tell the truth. Right, like nobody's reading. And just like that, I was invited to show up authentically to my grief and pain. It was a simple act, but nothing short of a revolution for me. It was the revolution that started in this blank notebook 30 years ago that shaped my life's work, the secret, silent correspondence with myself like a gymnast. I started to move beyond the rigidity of denial into what I have now come to call emotional agility. Life's beauty is inseparable from its fragility. We are young until we are not. We walk down the street sexy until one day we realize that we are unseen. We nag our children and one day realize that there is silence with a child once was now making his or her way in the world. We are healthy until a diagnosis brings us to our knees. The only certainty is uncertainty, and yet we are not navigating this frailty successfully or sustainably. The World Health Organization tells us that depression is now the single leading cause of disability globally and at a time of greater complexity, unprecedented technological, political and economic change, we are seeing how people's tendency is more and more to lock down into rigid responses to their emotions. On the one hand, we might obsessively brood on our feelings. Getting stuck inside our heads, hooked on being right or victimized by our news feed. On the other, we might bottle our emotions, pushing them aside and permitting only those emotions deemed legitimate. In a survey I recently conducted with over 70000 people, I found that a third of us, a third, either judge ourselves for having so-called bad emotions like sadness, anger or even grief. Or actively try to push aside these feelings. We do this not only to ourselves, but also to people we love, like our children, we may inadvertently shame them out of emotion, seen as negative, jumped jump to solution and fail to help them to see these emotions as inherently valuable. Normal natural emotions are now seen as good or bad. And being positive has become a new form of moral correctness. People with cancer are automatically told to just stay positive. Woman to stop being so angry. And the list goes on. It's attorney. It's a tyranny of positivity. And it's cruel. And kind. And ineffective. And we do it ourselves. And we do it to others. If there's one common feature of brooding bottling of positivity, it's this. They are all rigid responses. And if there's a single lesson we can learn from the inevitable fall of apartheid, it is that rigid denial doesn't work. It's unsustainable. For individuals, for families, for societies, and as we watch the ice caps melt. It is unsustainable for our planet. Research on emotional suppression shows that when emotions are pushed aside or ignored, they get stronger. Psychologists call this amplification like that delicious chocolate cake in the refrigerator. The more you try to ignore it. The greater its hold on you, you might think you're in control of unwanted emotions when you ignore them, but in fact they control you. Internal pain always comes out always and who pays the price we do our children. Our colleagues. Our communities. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not anti happiness. I like being happy. I'm a pretty happy person. But when we push aside normal emotions to embrace false positivity, we lose our capacity to develop skills to deal with the world as it is. Not as we wish it to be. I've had hundreds of people tell me what they don't want to feel. They say things like, I don't want to try because I don't want to feel disappointed. Or I just want this feeling to go away. I understand I said to them, but you have dead people's goals. Only dead people never get unwanted or inconvenienced by their feelings, only dead people never get stressed, never get broken hearts, never experience the disappointment that comes with failure. Tough emotions are part of our contract with life. You don't get to have a meaningful career or raise a family or leave the world a better place without stress and discomfort. Discomfort is the price of admission to a meaningful life. So how do we begin to dismantle rigidity and embrace emotional agility? As that young schoolgirl when I leaned into those blank pages. I started to do away with feelings of what I should be experiencing and instead started to open my heart to what I did feel pain and grief. And loss and regret. Research now shows that the radical acceptance of all of our emotions, even the messy, difficult ones, is the cornerstone to resilience, thriving and true authentic happiness. But . Emotional agility is more than just an acceptance of emotions, we also know that accuracy matters. In my own research, I found that words are essential. We often use quick and easy labels to describe our feelings. I'm stressed as the most common one, I hear. But there's a world of difference between stress and disappointment or stress, and that knowing dread of I'm in the wrong career, when we label our emotions accurately, we are more able to discern the precise cause of our feelings and what scientists call the readiness. Potential in our brain is activated, allowing us to take concrete steps, but not just any steps, the right steps for us, because our emotions are data. Our emotions contain flashing lights to things that we care about. We tend not to feel strong emotion. To stuff that doesn't mean anything in our world. If you feel rage when you read the news that rage is a signpost, perhaps, that you value equity and fairness and an opportunity to take active steps to shape your life in that direction. When we are open to the difficult emotions, we are able to generate responses that are values aligned. But there's an important caveat, emotions are data, they are not directives, we can show up, turn our emotions for their values without needing to listen to them, just like I can show up to my son in his frustration with his baby sister. But not endorse his idea that he gets to give her away to the first stranger he sees in a shopping mall. We own our emotions. They don't own us. When we internalize the difference between how I feel and all my wisdom and what I do in a values aligned action. We generate the pathway to our best selves via our emotions. So what does this look like in practice? When you feel a strong, tough emotion, don't raise for the emotional exits. Learn its contours, show up to the Journal of Your Heart's. What is the emotion telling you? And try not to say I am, as in I am angry or I am sad when you say I am, it makes you sound as if you are the emotion, whereas you are you and the emotion is datasource. Instead, try to notice the feeling for what it is. I'm noticing that I'm feeling sad or I'm noticing that I'm feeling angry. These are essential skills for us, our families, our communities, they are also critical to the workplace. In my research, when I looked at what helps people to bring the best of themselves to work, I found a powerful, key contributor, individualized consideration when people are allowed to feel their emotional truth. Engagement, creativity and innovation flourish in the organization. Diversity isn't just people, it's also what's inside people, including diversity of emotion. The most agile, resilient individuals, teams, organizations, families, communities are built on an openness to the normal human emotions. It's this that allows us to say, what is my emotion? Telling me which action will bring me towards my values, which will take me away from my values. Emotional agility is the ability to be with your emotions, with curiosity, compassion, and especially the courage to take values, connected steps. When I was little, I would wake up at night terrified by the idea of death, my father would comfort me with soft pets and kisses, but he would never lie. We all die, Susie, he would say. It's normal to be scared. He didn't try to invent a buffer between me and reality. It took me a while to understand the power of how he guided me through those nights. What he showed me is that courage is not an absence of fear. Courage is fear walking. Neither of us knew that in 10 short years he would be gone. And the time for each of us is all too precious and all too brief. But when our moment comes. To face our fragility in that ultimate time, it will ask us, are you agile? Are you agile? Let the moment be an unreserved yes. A yes, born of a lifelong correspondence with your own heart. And in seeing yourself. Because in seeing yourself, you are also able to see others to. The only sustainable way forward. In a fragile, beautiful world. So, Warner and thank you, thank. Susan Davids talk is so comforting. I feel I can breathe again after listening to it. It helps validate the fact that we all hold in so much we brewed bottle up and carry around the heavy weight that comes with needing to be positive, even though there's so many situations around us that are sometimes sad or difficult, dire or even tragic. Many of Susan's examples focused on how this response can weigh us down in our personal lives. But I want to focus on what it can look like in our work lives where emotional agility can be even more complicated to start. I want to identify two systems of thinking outlined by behavioral economist Daniel Kahneman. Simply enough, they're called System one and System two. System one is a mode of thinking that is quick, instinctive and emotional. It tells us that we want to eat the chocolate cake in the fridge, that we should sell stock when its value plummets, that we're angry when someone has given us negative feedback, in contrast system to a slower, more logical and more deliberative. It tells us we should wait until after dinner to eat the chocolate cake to be patient. The stock market can be volatile. That negative feedback is warranted. Since you did make a few mistakes. The advice in business contexts is often that we should learn to disregard and ignore the emotional, fast acting system. One Instead, we should be logical, steady. The ultimate professional is supposed to be stoic, but like Susan said, emotions are their own form of data. And when we ignore our emotions, we're missing important data points. So how then should we bring our emotions to work, the reality is we need both systems one and two and we need to engage them. When your emotions are going haywire, you can use your logical system to to choose to slow down, to pay attention and to understand what that emotion is trying to tell you, rather than following your instinct and pushing the difficult emotions away. Engage both systems so that you can make thoughtful decisions with your emotions in mind. Remember when I said I hadn't cried in a meeting with work colleagues I've talked with for over seven years? That's because most of my life I've suppressed my emotions at work and often not at work. I've felt like that cartoon character, the one with the steam coming out of their ears because they're so frustrated. Now, imagine that steam just building up inside of you. Why? Because I'm often the only woman in mostly male environments, the only black person in all white environments. And when you're in these situations, it's so easy to stay quiet because you don't want to say something that makes you even more of an outlier. Should I say this? Will they get it? Is this perspective unique to my gender, race or something else? You're so focused on making sure you fit in that everyone around you is OK and happy and cool. You're so tuned in to everyone else's emotions that eventually you end up losing touch with yourself and often with your own emotions completely. And that's what happened to me, which means I've missed a lot of signals in my life staying in a job longer than I should have doing work. I wasn't passionate about making life decisions based on other people's needs, not my own. Then an acupuncturist gave me the exact same advice as Susan gave us here. Identify my feelings with precision and practice, just sitting with them. So I've developed a process that's my own form of Susan's blank notebook, a process for sitting with my emotions and being present with them on a daily basis and just noticing them, using them as data, telling me whether I need to act in some way or another. And seven years later, the signal I got in that group meeting is that I was sad, angry and upset. And being aware of this helped me decide that the right thing to do at that moment was to share these emotions with my colleagues. In the past, I would have kept the steam inside building up, fearing I might offend if I spoke up. But this time I spoke up through tears, which allowed us to push through a very difficult conversation. It also showed us that when we're in touch with our emotions at work and when we're thoughtful about how we engage them, this provides data your team can use to collectively problem solve. Thanks for listening. This show is produced by Kim Netafim, Pietrzak Dandala is our mixer and special thanks to Colin Helms, Michelle Quint, Angela Chang, Currahee, Jim and Anna Feeling. I'll talk to you again next week.

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  416. mode
  417. moment
  418. months
  419. moral
  420. mother
  421. move
  422. nag
  423. natural
  424. navigating
  425. needing
  426. negative
  427. nervous
  428. netafim
  429. news
  430. night
  431. nights
  432. normal
  433. notebook
  434. notebooks
  435. notice
  436. noticing
  437. november
  438. numb
  439. obsessively
  440. offend
  441. open
  442. openness
  443. opportunity
  444. organization
  445. organizations
  446. outlier
  447. outlined
  448. pages
  449. pain
  450. palpitate
  451. parent
  452. part
  453. passage
  454. passionate
  455. pathway
  456. patient
  457. pay
  458. pays
  459. people
  460. permitting
  461. person
  462. personal
  463. perspective
  464. pets
  465. pietrzak
  466. place
  467. planet
  468. plummets
  469. points
  470. political
  471. positive
  472. positivity
  473. potential
  474. power
  475. powerful
  476. practice
  477. praised
  478. precious
  479. precise
  480. precision
  481. presence
  482. present
  483. pretty
  484. price
  485. problem
  486. process
  487. produced
  488. professional
  489. professor
  490. psychologist
  491. psychologists
  492. purging
  493. push
  494. pushed
  495. pushing
  496. put
  497. question
  498. quick
  499. quiet
  500. quint
  501. race
  502. racist
  503. radical
  504. rage
  505. raise
  506. ran
  507. range
  508. ravaged
  509. read
  510. readiness
  511. reading
  512. reality
  513. realize
  514. redub
  515. refrigerator
  516. refusing
  517. regret
  518. relentless
  519. remember
  520. research
  521. resilience
  522. resilient
  523. response
  524. responses
  525. revolution
  526. rigid
  527. rigidity
  528. sad
  529. sadness
  530. safe
  531. scared
  532. school
  533. schoolgirl
  534. science
  535. scientists
  536. secret
  537. sees
  538. sell
  539. september
  540. sexy
  541. shame
  542. shape
  543. shaped
  544. share
  545. sharing
  546. shopping
  547. short
  548. show
  549. showed
  550. shows
  551. shrug
  552. signal
  553. signals
  554. signpost
  555. silence
  556. silent
  557. simple
  558. simply
  559. single
  560. sister
  561. sitting
  562. situation
  563. situations
  564. skills
  565. slipped
  566. slow
  567. slower
  568. small
  569. smile
  570. societies
  571. soft
  572. solution
  573. solve
  574. son
  575. sound
  576. south
  577. special
  578. spiral
  579. spoke
  580. standard
  581. start
  582. started
  583. starting
  584. stay
  585. staying
  586. steady
  587. steam
  588. steps
  589. stick
  590. stock
  591. stoic
  592. stop
  593. stories
  594. story
  595. stranger
  596. street
  597. stress
  598. stressed
  599. strong
  600. stronger
  601. struggled
  602. stuck
  603. stuff
  604. subunit
  605. suburbs
  606. successfully
  607. supposed
  608. suppressed
  609. suppression
  610. survey
  611. susan
  612. susie
  613. sustainable
  614. sustainably
  615. sweaty
  616. system
  617. systems
  618. talk
  619. talked
  620. talks
  621. taught
  622. teacher
  623. team
  624. teams
  625. tears
  626. technological
  627. ted
  628. telling
  629. tells
  630. tend
  631. tendency
  632. tender
  633. tenseness
  634. terrified
  635. thinking
  636. thought
  637. thoughtful
  638. thoughts
  639. thrive
  640. thriving
  641. tighter
  642. time
  643. told
  644. touch
  645. tough
  646. toxic
  647. tragic
  648. triumph
  649. true
  650. truth
  651. tuned
  652. turn
  653. typically
  654. tyranny
  655. ultimate
  656. uncertainty
  657. understand
  658. understood
  659. unique
  660. university
  661. unprecedented
  662. unreserved
  663. unseen
  664. unsustainable
  665. unwanted
  666. upset
  667. usual
  668. validate
  669. valuable
  670. values
  671. victimized
  672. view
  673. volatile
  674. wait
  675. wake
  676. walk
  677. walked
  678. walking
  679. wanted
  680. warner
  681. warranted
  682. watch
  683. week
  684. weigh
  685. weight
  686. whispered
  687. white
  688. wisdom
  689. woman
  690. women
  691. word
  692. words
  693. work
  694. worked
  695. workplace
  696. world
  697. write
  698. wrong
  699. years
  700. young
  701. zulu